Saturday, January 16, 2010

Only the beginning...

Tuesday, January 12,2009 7:15 am. I went under the knife. It was such a difficult day for me. I remember sleeping and peeing. That is all. Right now, I'm home and it is so much harder. I hate HATE hate the protein drinks I have to drink until Wednesday. Did I mention I hate them. I feel sick or funny most of the time.. and I just want to be healed. Lets fast forward 4 months and see what I'm thinking then. Because right now, it's NO fun. I feel weak and gassy. I don't like this feeling at all. I'm tired but I can't sleep in my bed because I'm uncomfortable. I have 6 funny looking scars on my stomach. I either need to suck it up... which I do because if I don't I will lose my hair. :(

I don't write interesting things.
oh well.

1 comment:

  1. i. am. crying.

    i don't know how i missed your blog until just now. i love love LOVE you. you know that. thank you for being a woman in search of God. you are such an encouragement to me. i loved every word you have written here and i can't wait to read whatever you have to share next. i love you. i'm praying for you. in fact, God and i are about to have a chat about you right now. <3

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